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for you
Monday, January 15, 2007

You are so wonderful.  One day something great is going to happen to you when you least expect it.  And in that moment, you'll look back on all this time that you spent beating yourself up for being the way you were, and laugh.

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i'm sorry i failed you
Thursday, January 11, 2007

I said I wouldn't make this about me.  It's been three weeks and still when I think about what happened, I think more about how much I failed you rather than all you went through.  There you were, lying there, losing someone so close to you and I couldn't take it.  Your screams, your little body wrenching back and forth while they inflicted what I could only assume as the worst pain ever onto you.  And I couldn't stay. I had to leave you. I had to let go of your hand because I felt faint.  *I* felt faint!  You were the one in pain and I couldn't keep it together long enough to stay with you until it was over.  So there you were, once again, in a room with two people you did not know and losing the one you carried, while I stood in the adjoining room, sick to my stomach and feeling sorry for myself.

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but still a mystery
Tuesday, January 09, 2007

I think sometimes life provides us obstacles
just to give us the chance to prove to ourselves
that we are strong enough to overcome them.

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and i made a comparison
Friday, January 05, 2007

In a dream, I had a dream.
There you were. 
You died. 
When I woke, still dreaming, I knew you hadn't.
It was the greatest feeling I've ever felt in my life.

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it's only in my head

There's this idea, this curiosity, this desire floating around in my head.  I'm wondering if what I think I could do, can in fact, be done.  The thought came to me a few days ago and since then, my grip of it hasn't loosened.  Not even in the slightest.  What could this mean?  Could it be a nudge that I should think on it more or perhaps investigate the possibility?  But where to start? I don't know.  And I don't know if anyone would know.  I'm too scared to be that vulnerable to just anyone.  But then again, there is no one I can think of that seems appropriate to talk to about it without being biased from the go.  What a quandary.

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ring of truth
Thursday, January 04, 2007

Every time I'm asked about it, I give the same answer I have given since grade school.
But honestly, I don't even remember how it happened anymore
and I'm not so sure it's not a lie I made up from the start to protect myself.

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euphony
Wednesday, January 03, 2007

2 Pac :: All Eyes on Me
2 Pac :: Me Against the World
2 Pac ::  Nu Mix Klazzies
3 Doors Down :: Away From The Sun
3 Doors Down :: Seventeen Days
3 Doors Down :: The Better Life
30 Seconds to Mars :: A Beautiful Lie
30 Seconds to Mars :: Self Titled
30 Seconds to Mars :: This is War
311 :: Grass Roots
311 :: Greatest Hits
311 :: Music
311 :: Self Titled
AC/DC :: The Razor's Edge
Adele :: 21
Adele :: 25
Aerosmith :: Big Ones
Akon :: Freedom
Alanis Morissette :: Feast on Scraps
Alanis Morissette :: Fight For Your Rights [Compilation]
Alanis Morissette :: Flavors of Entanglement
Alanis Morissette :: Hands Clean [Single]
Alanis Morissette :: Havoc and Bright Lights
Alanis Morissette :: Head Over Feet [Single]
Alanis Morissette :: Interview with Alanis Morissette
Alanis Morissette :: Ironic [Single]
Alanis Morissette :: Jagged Little Pill
Alanis Morissette :: Jagged Little Pill [Acoustic]
Alanis Morissette :: Joining You I [Single]
Alanis Morissette :: Joining You II [Single]
Alanis Morissette :: LidRock [Compilation]
Alanis Morissette :: MTV Unplugged
Alanis Morissette :: So Pure [Austrailian Release]
Alanis Morissette :: So Pure [Cd Two ::  Single]
Alanis Morissette :: So Pure [Us Release]
Alanis Morissette :: So :: Called Chaos
Alanis Morissette :: Star Profile
Alanis Morissette :: Supposed Former Infatuation Junkie
Alanis Morissette :: Thank U [Single]
Alanis Morissette :: That I Would Be Good [Single]
Alanis Morissette :: The Collection
Alanis Morissette :: Under Rug Swept
Alanis Morissette :: Unsent [Single]
Alanis Morissette :: You Learn [Single]
Alanis Morissette :: You Oughta Know [Single]
Alice in Chains :: Dirt
Alice in Chains :: Facelift
Alice in Chains :: Jar of Flies
Alice in Chains :: Sap
Alice in Chains :: Self Titled
All American Rejects :: Move Along
All Saints :: I Know Where It's At [Single]
Angels and Airwaves :: We Don't Need To Whisper
Anna Nalick :: Wreck of the Day
Anthrax :: Persistence of Time
A Perfect Circle :: Emotive
Audioslave :: Self Titled
Ashlee Simpson :: Autobiography
Ashlee Simpson :: I Am Me
Avril Lavigne :: Let Go
Avril Lavigne :: The Best Damn Thing
Avril Lavigne :: Under My Skin
Backstreet Boys :: Millennium
Bad Company :: The Best Of�Live
Bad English :: When I See You Smile
Barenaked Ladies :: Stunt
BarlowGirl :: Another Journal Entry
Beastie Boys :: Hello Nasty
Big Mike :: Somethin Serious
Billy Squier :: Greatest Hits
Biohazard :: State of the Word Address
Bon Jovi :: Slippery When Wet
Boys II Men :: II
Breaking Benjamin :: Dark Before Dawn
Bring It On :: Soundtrack
Britney Spears :: Baby, One More Time
Britney Spears :: Blackout
Britney Spears :: Britney
Britney Spears :: Circus
Britney Spears :: Curious
Britney Spears :: Femme Fatale
Britney Spears :: Greatest Hits: My Prerogative
Britney Spears :: In the Mix  ::  The Remixes
Britney Spears :: In the Zone
Britney Spears :: Oops! I Did it Again
Bryan Adams :: So Far So Good
Buckcherry :: 15
Buckcherry :: Buckcherry
Candlebox :: Self Titled
Carolina Liar :: Coming To Terms
Cascada :: Everytime We Touch
Cascada :: Perfect Day
Celine Dion :: A New Day Has Come
Celine Dion :: All the Way� A Decade of Song
Celine Dion :: Falling Into You
Celine Dion :: Let's Talk About Love
Celine Dion :: One Heart
Celine Dion :: Self Titled
Celtic Journey
Chevelle :: Hats off to the Bull
Chevelle :: Wonder What's Next
Chris Brown :: Exclusive The Forever Edition
Chris Cornell :: Carry On
Christina Aguilera :: Self Titled
Christina Aguilera :: Stripped
Christina Perri :: Lovestrong
Christina Perri :: Head or Heart
Chynna Phillips :: Naked and Sacred
Cinderella :: Heartbreak Station
Cinderella :: Long Cold Winter
Cinderella :: Night Songs
Cinderella :: Still Climbing
City of Angels :: Soundtrack
Coldplay :: X & Y
Coldplay :: Parachutes
Coldplay :: A Rush of Blood to the Head
Coldplay :: Mylo Xyloto
Coolio :: It Takes a Thief
Creed :: Weathered
Creedence Clearwater Revival :: The 20 Greatest Hits
Da Youngstas :: The Aftermath
Dave Matthews Band :: Before These Crowded Streets
Dave Matthews Band :: Under the Table and Dreaming
David Gilmour :: On an Island
David Robert Griggs :: Dearly Departing
Debbie Gibson :: Anything is Possible
Debbie Gibson :: Body Mind Soul
Debbie Gibson :: Electric Youth
Debbie Gibson :: Out of the Blue
Debbie Gibson :: Think with Your Heart
Deborah Gibson :: Greatest Hits
Deborah Gibson :: M.Y.O.B
Deborah Gibson :: Self Titled
Daughtry :: Self Titled
Deep Blue Something :: Home
Def Leppard :: Greatest Hits
Deftones :: Self Titled
Depeche Mode :: Playing the Angel
Depeche Mode :: The Singles
Dido :: Life For Rent
Dido :: No Angel
Dis n' Dat :: Bumpin
Disturbed :: Believe
Disturbed :: Down with the Sickness
Disturbed :: Indestructible
DJ Taucher :: Live @ Webster Hall
Don Henley :: Greatest Hits (Actual Miles)
Dr. Dre :: 2001
Dr. Dre :: First Round Knock Out
Dr. Dre :: The Aftermath
Dream Theater :: Falling Into Infinity
Dream Theater :: Images and Words
Dream Theater :: Metropolis PT 2 :: Scenes From a Memory
Dream Theater :: Six Degrees of Inner Turbulance
Dream Theater :: Six Degrees of Inner Turbulance II
Easy E :: Eternal E
Eddie Money :: The Best Of
Eminem :: Encore
Eminem :: Re :: Up
Eminem :: The Slim Shady LP
End of Days :: Soundtrack
Enya :: A Day Without Rain
Enya :: Amarantine
Enya :: Dark Sky Island
Enya :: Paint the Sky with Stars
Enya :: Shephard Moons
Enya :: The Celts
Enya :: The Memory of Trees
Enya :: Watermark
Essential Women :: Part 1
Essential Women :: Part 2
Evanescence :: Anywhere But Home
Evanescence :: Fallen
Evanescence :: Origin
Evanescence :: The Open Door
Feel The Love
Fergie :: The Dutchess
Fieldy's Dreams :: Rock & Roll Gangster
Filter :: Title of Record
Fleetwood Mac :: Self Titled
Fort Minor :: The Rising Tied
Fuel :: Sunburn
Garth Brooks :: Self Titled
Genesis :: Turn It On Again :: The Hits
Godsmack :: Self Titled
Gorillaz :: Demon Days
Gorillaz :: Self Titled
Guns n Roses :: Greatest Hits
Gwen Stefani :: Love,Angel,Music,Baby
Hilary Duff :: Metamorphosis
Hilary Duff :: Self Titled
Hinder :: Extreme Behavior
Hinder :: Take It To The Limit
Holly Brook :: Like Blood Like Honey
Hootie & the Blowfish :: Cracked Rear View
I Know What You Did Last Summer :: Soundtrack
Ice Cube :: The Injection
Ice Cube :: The Predator
Imogen Heap :: I, Megaphone
Imogen Heap ::  Speak For Yourself
In The Arms of Bass
Iron Maiden :: Seventh Son of a Seventh Son
Jack Johnson :: []
James Blunt :: Back To Bedlam
Jay :: Z/Linkin Park :: Collision Course
Jennifer Lopez :: If You Had My Love [Single]
Jennifer Love Hewitt :: Self Titled
Jerry Cantrell :: Degradation Trip
Jessica Simpson :: In This Skin
Jessica Simpson :: Sweet Kisses
Jem :: Finally Woken
Jem :: Down To Earth
Jem :: Down To Earth (Barnes & Noble Exclusive)
Jewel :: 0304
Jewel :: Goodbye Alice In Wonderland
Jewel :: Pieces of You
Jewel :: Spirit
Jewel :: This Way
Joan Osborne :: Relish
Joey McIntyre :: Stay the Same
Jordin Sparks :: Self Titled
Journey :: Greatest Hits
Journey :: Trial by Fire
Justin & Christina :: Self Titled
Justin Bieber :: Believe
Justin Bieber :: My World 2.0
Justin Bieber :: Never Say Never-The Remixes
Justin Bieber :: Under the Mistletoe
Justin Timberlake :: FutureSex/LoveSounds
Justin Timberlake :: Justified
Justin Timberlake :: The 20/20 Experience
Kelly Clarkson :: A Moment Like This/Before Your Love [Single]
Kelly Clarkson :: Breakaway
Kelly Clarkson :: Thankful
Killswitch Engage :: Disarm The Descent
Kings of Leon :: Because of the Times
Kings of Leon :: Only By The Night
Korn :: Follow the Leader
Korn :: Issues
Korn :: Life Is Peachy
Korn :: See You on the Other Side
Korn :: Self Titled
K's Choice :: Paradise In Me
Kylie Minogue :: Fever
Leann Rimes :: Unchained Melody/The Early Years
Led Zepplin :: Houses of the Holy
Lene Marlin :: Another Day
Lene Marlin :: Lost In A Moment
Lene Marlin :: Playing My Game
Lenny Kravitz :: Greatest Hits
Leona Lewis :: Spirit
Lily Allen :: Alright Still
Lily Allen :: It's Not Me, It's You
Limp Bizkit :: Significant Other
Limp Bizkit :: Three Dollar Bill, Yall
Linkin Park :: Hybrid Theory
Linkin Park :: Meteora
Linkin Park :: Minutes to Midnight
Linkin Park :: Reanimation
Los Lonely Boys :: Self Titled
Lynden :: Pieces Vol I
Lynden :: Pieces Vol II
Lynden :: The Act of Becoming
Mack 10 :: Based on a True Story
Madonna :: Ray of Light
Madonna :: The Immaculate Collection
Madonna :: Something To Remember
Mariah Carey :: Charm Bracelet
Mariah Carey :: Music Box
Mariah Carey :: Self Titled
Mariah Carey :: The Emancipation of Mimi
Marilyn Manson :: Remix & Repent
Maroon 5 :: Songs About Jane
Maroon 5 :: It Wont Be Soon Before Long
Marty Friedman :: Scenes
Master P :: Make Em Say� Uhh
Mazzy Star :: Among My Swan
Mazzy Star :: She Hangs Brightly
Mazzy Star :: So Tonight That I Might See
Megadeth :: United Abominations
Megadeth :: Youthanasia
Melissa Etheridge :: Nowhere To Go
Melissa Etheridge :: Yes I Am
Mercy Me :: Almost There
Meredith Brooks :: Blurring the Edges
Metallica :: And Justice For All
Metallica :: Eye of the Beholder
Metallica :: Garage, Inc.
Metallica :: Load
Metallica :: Master of Puppets
Metallica :: Ride the Lightning
Metallica :: Self Titled
Michael Flatley's Lord of the Dance
Michelle Branch :: Hotel Paper
Michelle Branch :: The Spirit Room
Minipop :: A New Hope
Minipop :: Chances
Moby :: Play
Moody Blues
Mortal Combat :: Soundtrack
Motley Crew :: Dr. Feel Good
Murder Was the Case :: Soundtrack
Mystikal :: Ghetto Fabulous
Mystikal :: Tarantula
Mystikal :: Unpredictable
Natalie :: Natalie
Natalie Imbruglia :: Counting Down the Days
Natalie Imbruglia :: Left of the Middle
Natalie Imbruglia :: White Lillies Island
Natalie Merchant :: Tigerlily
Nelly :: Nellyville
Nelly :: Sweatsuit
Nelly Furtado :: Loose
New Kids on the Block :: The Block
Nick Lachey :: What's Left of Me
Nickelback :: Silver Side Up
Nickelback :: The Long Road
Nine Inch Nails :: Broken
Nine Inch Nails :: Futher Down the Spiral
Nine Inch Nails :: Halo Fourteen
Nine Inch Nails :: Pretty Hate Machine
Nine Inch Nails :: The Downward Spiral
No Doubt :: Return of Saturn
No Doubt :: Rock Steady
No Doubt :: The Singles
No Doubt :: Tragic Kingdom
N'Sync :: No Strings Attached
N'Sync :: Self Titled
Obituary :: World Demise
One Republic :: Dreaming out Loud
One Republic :: Waking Up
Ozzy Ozbourne :: Ozzmosis
Pantera :: Cowboy's From Hell
Pantera :: Far Beyond Driven
Paris Hilton :: Paris
Paul Oakenfold :: Transport
Pavarotti & Friends 2
PCD :: PCD
Pearl Jam :: 10
Pearl Jam :: vs
Peter Frampton :: Self Titled
Phil Collins :: Hits
Phil Collins :: Testify
Pink Floyd :: A Momentary Lapse of Reason
Pink Floyd :: Dark Side of the Moon
Pink Floyd :: The Division Bell
Pink Floyd :: The Wall
Pink :: Missundazstood
PJ Harvey :: Is This Desire?
Poison Clan/Ruff Town Behavior
Poison :: The Best Of
PPK :: Formirovanie
PPK :: Ressurection
Psycho Serene :: Essence of Thought
Public Enemy :: Muse Sick :: n :: Hour Mess Age
Puddle of Mudd :: Life on Display
Puff Daddy/Jimmy Page :: Come with Me
Queen of the Damned :: Soundtrack
Rage Against The Machine :: Evil Empire
Rage Against the Machine :: Self Titled
Rappin 4 :: Tay :: Don't Fight the Feelin'
Red Hot Chili Peppers :: Blood Sugar Sex Magic
Red Hot Chili Peppers :: Mother's Milk
Red Hot Chili Peppers :: The Uplift Mofo Party Plan
REO Speedwagon :: The Hits
Richard Marx :: Paid Vacation
Rihanna :: A Girl Like Me
Rihanna :: Good Girl Gone Bad :: Reloaded
Riverdance :: Celtic Heartbeat
Rocky Miller :: DJ Set From X :: treme
Rob Zombie :: Hellbilly Delux
Romeo & Juliet :: Soundtrack
Rush :: Chronicles
Rush :: Gold
Rush :: Grace Under Pressure
Rush :: Hold Your Fire
Sade :: Lovers Rock
Saliva :: Cinco Diablo
Sarah McLachlan :: Fumbling Towards Ecstasy
Sarah McLachlan :: Mirrorball
Sarah McLachlan :: Remixed
Sarah McLachlan :: Surfacing
Savage Garden :: Affirmation
Savage Garden :: Truly, Madly, Completely
Save The Last Dance :: Soundtrack
Scissor Sisters :: Self Titled
Scorpions :: Big City Nights
Selena :: Dreaming of You
Selena Gomez & The Scene :: When The Sun Goes Down
Sepultura :: Arise
Sepultura :: Chaos AD
Sepultura :: Roots
Shania Twain :: Come on Over [International Version]
Shania Twain :: Greatest Hits
Shania Twain :: Self Titled
Shania Twain :: The Woman In Me
Shania Twain :: UP!
Sheryl Crow :: Tuesday Night Music Club
Skid Row :: Self Titled
Slayer :: Decade of Aggression Disc One & Two
Slipknot :: All Hope is Gone
Snow Patrol :: Eyes Open
Snow Patrol :: Final Straw
Soundgarden :: A Sides
Soundgarden :: Badmotofinger
Soundgarden :: Superunknown
Sounds of the Tropical Rainforest
Spawn :: The Album
Stabbing Westward :: Wither Blister Burn Peel
Stacy Earl :: Self Titled
Staind :: Break The Cycle
Staind :: Chapter V
Staind :: The Illusion Of Progress
Steady Mobin' :: Pre :: Meditated Drama
Step Up :: Original Soundtrack
Sting/The Police :: The Best Of
Styx :: Greatest Hits
Sugar Ray :: The Best Of
Switchfoot :: The Beautiful Letdown
Taylor Swift :: 1989
Taylor Swift :: Fearless
Taylor Swift :: Red
Taylor Swift :: Self Titled
Taylor Swift :: Speak Now
Teddy Geiger :: Underage Thinking
Terri Clark :: Self Titled
The Cranberries :: Bury the Hatchet
The Cranberries :: No Need To Argue
The Cranberries :: To the Faithful Departed
The Crow :: Soundtrack
The Cult :: Sonic Temple
The Cure :: Greatest Hits
The Doors :: The Best of the Doors
The Fray :: How to Save a Life
The Fray :: The Fray
The Instruments of Classic Music :: Guitar & Lute
The Longest Yard :: Soundtrack
The Prayer Cycle
The String Tribute to Metallica
The Sundays :: Blind
The Sundays :: Static & Silence
The Sundays :: Reading Writing and Arithmetic
The Twilight Saga :: Eclipse
Third Day :: Offerings 2
Three Days Grace :: One :: X
Three Days Grace :: Self Titled
Tiffany :: Greatest Hits
Timbaland :: Timbaland Presents Shock Value
Timmy T :: All For Love
Timmy T :: Time After Time
Titanic :: Soundtrack
Titanic :: The Spirit Of
Toni Braxton :: Secrets
Toni Braxton :: Self Titled
Train :: For me, it's you
Trisha Yearwood :: Everybody Knows
Trisha Yearwood :: Hearts In Armor
Trisha Yearwood :: Self Titled
Trisha Yearwood :: The Song Remembers When
Trisha Yearwood :: Thinking About You
Type O Negative :: Bloody Kisses
Vanessa Carlton :: Be Not Nobody
Vanessa Carlton :: Harmonium
Wilson Phillips :: California
White Zombie :: Astrocreep 2000
White Zombie :: LA Sexorcisto
White Zombie :: Super Sexy Swingin Sounds

 

 



filmstrip
Tuesday, January 02, 2007

300
50 First Dates
A Bugs Life
Aeon Flux
Air Force One
Alanis Morissette- Feast on Scraps
Alanis Morissette- Jagged Little Pill Live
Alien VS Predator
Alien VS Predator Requiem
Along Came Polly
Analyze This
Anchorman
Anger Management
An Officer and a Gentleman
Antz
Aragon
Are We There Yet?
Avatar 
Back to the Future- Trilogy
Beowulf
Beowulf & Grendel
Best of Adam Sandler
Beverly Hills Ninja
Big Daddy
Bill Cosby, Himself
Black Sheep
Blades of Glory
Blue Collar Comedy Tour Rides Again
Bruce Almighty
Cast Away
Captain America : The Winter Soldier
Click
Collateral Damage
Coming to America
Constatine
Corpse Bride
Dane Cook- Harmful If Swallowed
Dane Cook- Retaliation
Dane Cook- Vicious Circle
Die Hard
Entrapment
Eraser
Evanescence- Anywhere But Home
Evan Almighty
Face Off
Finding Dory
Finding Nemo
First Knight
Friday After Next
Ghost Rider
Gone in 60 Seconds
Gravity
Hackers
Happy Feet
Happy Gilmore
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows -Part I
Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows -Part II
Harry Potter and the Sorcerer's Stone
Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince
Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire
Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix
I Now Pronounce You Chuck & Larry
I, Robot
Independence Day
Interstellar
Jason Bourne
Jerry Maguire
Joe Dirt
Johnny English
Journey to the Center of the Earth
Jumanji
Juno
Jurassic Park
Jurassic Park II
Jurassic Park III
Kiss of the Dragon
Kpax
Lethal Weapon I
Lethal Weapon II
Lethal Weapon III
Liar Liar
Little Black Book
Live Free or Die Hard
Master And Commander
Matrix
Matrix Reloaded
Matrix Revolutions
Meet the Fockers
Meet the Parents
Me, Myself & Irene
Memoirs of a Geisha
Men In Black II
Monsters, Inc.
Monster-In-Law
Monty Python and the Holy Grail
Mr. & Mrs. Smith
Mr. Deeds
Mrs. Doubtfire
Next Friday
National Treasure
Office Space
Paul Blart-Mall Cop
Pearl Harbor
Pink Floyd-The Wall
Pirates of the Caribbean-Dead Man's Chest
Pirates of the Caribbean-The Curse of the Black Pearl
Pirates of the Caribbean-At Worlds End
Pirates of the Caribbean- On Stranger Tides
Planet Earth
Prince of Persia-The Sands of Time
Rush Hour
Rush Hour 2
Rush Hour 3
Sahara
Save the Last Dance
Shanghai Knights
Shanghai Noon
Shrek
Shrek 2
Shrek The Third
Shrek Forever After
Signs
Stargate
Sweet November
Talladega Nights
Terminator II
Terminator III
The 10th Kingdom
The Bourne Identity
The Bourne Legacy
The Bourne Supremacy
The Bourne Ultimatum
The Breakup
The Cat in the Hat
The Chronicles of Narnia- The Voyage of the Dawn Treader
The Chronicles of Riddick
The Chronicles of Riddick- Dark Fury
The Chronicles of Riddick- Pitch Black
The Core
The Day After Tomorrow
The Davinci Code
The Fast & the Furious
The Fifth Element
The Forgotten
The Green Mile
The Hunger Games
The Hunger Games- Catching Fire
The Hunger Games- Mockingjay Part 1
The Hunger Games- Mockingjay Part 2
The Help
The Klumps
The Lakehouse
The Last Samurai
The League of Extraordinary Gentlemen
The Longest Yard
The Lord of the Rings-Fellowship of the Ring
The Lord of the Rings-The Return of the King
The Lord of the Rings-The Two Towers
The Martian
The Money Pit
The Mummy
The Mummy Returns
The Mummy :: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor 
The Nutty Professor
The One
The Patriot
The Persuit of Happyness
The Rundown
The Scorpion King
The Sum of All Fears
The Terminal
The Toy
The Waterboy
The Wedding Singer
Three Amigos
Transformers
Transformers :: Revenge of the Fallen
Tremors :: Attack Pack
Tommy Boy
Twister
Unbreakable
Uncle Buck
Underworld Revolutions
V for Vendetta
Walking Tall
War of the Worlds
Waterworld
Where the Heart Is
XXX
Yes, Man
You Don't Mess With the Zohan
You, Me & Dupree

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trying to leave it all in last year
Monday, January 01, 2007

There I was, in a moment I'd convinced myself I was doomed to forever be.
Hung up. Holding on. Bewildered.  A place where I felt so alone, so discounted.
Each day growing more attached to my memories, to words, expressions, thoughts.
Holding on because I was too scared to let go; terrified for what that could mean.
It was in the moment that I stepped outside of myself without consciously knowing it, where I found that letting go wasn't a betrayal after all.  Looking back on past hours spent, realizing for once, I let myself go. I let you go.  And all the while, the world didn't stop spinning.
 
Ps. Thank you.

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about me

My name is Deirdre. I've been happily married since September 11, 1999 to the most adorable man I've ever met. We are not considered "parents" by typical standards because we have no children but we consider our dogs, Shea & Penny to be our babies.  Shea is a Jack Russell Terrier and was born December 13, 1997.  Penny is a Doberman Pinscher, born June 11, 2010. They are both completely adorable and I love them dearly.

I enjoy many aspects of art.  Painting, Theatrical Arts, Photography, and Music, just to name a few.

I am a firm believer in being as fit as I can possibly be.  I do a variety of activities, such as running on my treadmill, working out with my Jillian Michaels DVD's and utilize the tools provided by Spark People.Com for other workout routines.

There's a toss up between what my personality is like. Some say that I'm outgoing and friendly. Others have said that I come off as quiet and shy.  I suppose I'm a little bit of each.  I enjoy making people laugh and think I'm a pretty good listener.  I've been told on more than a few occasions that I'm "weird" or "quirky" and that's completely fine with me.  I don't mind being different.

I love nature and animals.  I support the HSUS and the ASPCA. I do not attend any events that use animals for entertainment and I try to discourage others from doing so as well.  I recycle and have recently been looking into getting my composting bin going and starting up a vegetable garden.  I hope to become more active with that soon.

I like to read magazines.  Mostly my interests revolve around fitness and health.

I come from a family of five girls.  I love my sisters dearly.  They all have children who I try to spend time with when the opportunity arises.

I hold a full time job as a secretary and accounting manager.  I've been employed with my current company since February 2002.  I *heart* my job.

I've been blogging since early 2002 as a way to chronicle everyday happenings going on in my life.  I have been through a few different blog sites for a few different reasons and have now landed here.  My need for blogging has changed as I've grown. I now use it as a tool to express myself while connecting with others.  I love the objective feedback from those who feel inclined to offer. Often times, it helps shed light on the subject from a different view.  My site typically carries a G rating just because it's my personal preference.

I tend to use some of my favorite song lyrics as titles to my blog posts.

I appreciate you visiting.  If you have any questions, feel free to contact me.

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